We went outside today for a trip that wasn’t to the Dr’s office. 
It was surprisingly hard for me. I don’t know why… but I was just overcome with all these fears. 
We weren’t out for long, we went for a walk around the complex, the three of us, Daddy, me and you in the stroller. Then we went for a bit of a drive around some of the neighborhoods where I might take you for walks when I am stronger.
And less weepy.
It was so hard being out there in the world with you… I was tense and scared and coudndn’t stop crying.
I’m glad Daddy pushed me to do it, but it was very very hard.
I hope it gets better with time.

Published by kayliametcalfe

Queer,loudmouth,skeptical-agnostic-pagan,book addict,coffee lover,wine drinker, SAHM,writer,editor,producer,podcaster. -She/her

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