We went outside today for a trip that wasn’t to the Dr’s office.
It was surprisingly hard for me. I don’t know why… but I was just overcome with all these fears.
We weren’t out for long, we went for a walk around the complex, the three of us, Daddy, me and you in the stroller. Then we went for a bit of a drive around some of the neighborhoods where I might take you for walks when I am stronger.
And less weepy.
It was so hard being out there in the world with you… I was tense and scared and coudndn’t stop crying.
I’m glad Daddy pushed me to do it, but it was very very hard.
I hope it gets better with time.