Daddy brought me flowers.
He knows that I am stating to get overwhelmed with all that is left to do before you get here….
It isn’t the labor that worries me. *Maybe I’m just in denial). I know that it will be long, hard, and painful. I also know it will end and then I will have you.
No, what worries me is all the stuff tht comes after… the responsibility, the care, the protetion, the homework, the letting go…
I know that I need to just calm down and carry on, but sometimes I get so scared that we are going to mes you up or that you won’t be happy… and that terrifies me.
I love you little Ella, I want you to be happy and safe and to feel loved!