8-11-12

Daddy brought me flowers.

He knows that I am stating to get overwhelmed with all that is left to do before you get here….

It isn’t the labor that worries me. *Maybe I’m just in denial). I know that it will be long, hard, and painful. I also know it will end and then I will have you.

No, what worries me is all the stuff tht comes after… the responsibility, the care, the protetion, the homework, the letting go…

I know that I need to just calm down and carry on, but sometimes I get so scared that we are going to mes you up or that you won’t be happy… and that terrifies me.

I love you little Ella, I want you to be happy and safe and to feel loved!

Published by kayliametcalfe

Queer,loudmouth,skeptical-agnostic-pagan,book addict,coffee lover,wine drinker, SAHM,writer,editor,producer,podcaster. -She/her

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